Where do you find your closure

Do you search inside your socks in the top chester drawer
or do you peer inside the cracks of the closet door
hesitant to open as there might be more in store
or in the back of your mind in the place where you ignore?

is it trapped under the ice waiting for winter to thaw
or maybe it lags behind because it never left fall
did it learn to walk before it had the chance to crawl
into a cave wearing the mask like a masquerade ball

did it fly to the moon?
or at least high enough where the sky becomes more blue
is it something that you gaze at when you get a decent view
then make a wish?

I sunk myself to the bottom of the ocean--just once--but i learned to swim.
I understood the meaning of mal before i spoke the word bien
Two days time is all it takes for something to begin
followed by eternity of me searching for the end.

Just tell me to stop looking, because i won't