only time will tell
even if it slips wearily between the cracks
in the floor, in my head
between my fingers when i'm holding something
good, weightless
inspire me with endlessness
because there's no place i'd rather be
than right here
and in my chest
i'm out of breath
like i've been stunned,
i'm scared to death
to lose you, to lose my mind
to lose control, to start to cry
because i've forgotten all of this
forgotten what it's like to hold something
weightless
yet it's still strong enough to bring me to my knees
how do i know? perhaps,
it just feels necessary
because there's no place i'd rather be
than right here