sometimes

today we crossed boundaries
set in the sky by some invisible force
like conscience, faith or fear.
and while the tears rolled i was smiling
while you lay down beside me
and things began to finally make some sense

the thing is, there is nothing i don't love about you
even the things i thoroughly hate
after today you came two steps closer to knowing me
while i poked a little hole in your shell
to let the light seep out

your friends, they saw it last night
while you wrapped your arm around my waist
a grin of satisfaction, and i knew we were doing the right thing
even if it sometimes feels like it's not
in everyone else's eyes or even our own, sometimes

i'm going to miss the fuck out of you