I play chess too much. I am slightly addicted. I once read it reduces risk of Alzheimer's so I started playing it more regularly and now I can't stop. I don't ever want Alzheimer's. I want to remember everything so I can one day publish that book I'm going to publish one day.
I practice yoga now. And running. I've learned to appreciate my body instead of scold it all the time. I don't really experience anxiety much these days.
I can't drink hard liquor very much anymore. It upsets my stomach. I might have an ulcer in there somewhere. Who knows.
I had an amazing time in Cancun with my mother. I thought I would be so depressed to come home but so far I've been having a great time. I still think about maybe returning to Russia some day but only if the timing is right.
I'm in the midst of developing an idea for a book of memoirs. Maybe if I get into grad school it will be my thesis. Oh please higher power, God, the angels, forces behind the wheel, please let me into school. I promise I would rock it. Even if this blog entry is absolutely no indication of what I can do.
Now....I wait. And try to sleep. If I get into school, I'll....