i'm full of ideas lately. a loaded gun, a fistful of opportunities. chances, changes that may happen if they present themselves more clearly. i am patient. sometimes i have to stop and take a look at what i'm doing just to know where exactly i am, only to realize i still have a long way to go. i'm still young. yet i'm not so eager to walk the same route and wonder why i end up in the same place. i want to do things differently. i want to give myself a chance to do things right. i want to surprise myself and fill up with ambition, even if it's simply motivation to ignore the things that bother me. i want to indulge in productivity in order to avoid over-indulgence in other things. i want to feel rich, even if i've only got two euros in my pocket. i want to reach out and feel more connected without others feeling forced to connect with me. i want to change. i want to rest easy at the end of the day knowing the good things i did outweighed the bad, even if it's only for myself. i want to start this new decade on the right foot, and not swinging from yet another limb while begging god it's the last. i want to do things right.
lawd knows i like to ramble. thanks for reading.
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