I'm in a small rut. It's nothing to write home about, it's nothing to cause any major concern, yet. But I need to do something before it becomes one. And fast.
I like to record music in my bedroom, but I haven't been able to record anything sustainable because of my current living situation. I have four thin walls and three other roommates so nothing's come out with ease. I've been strapped for cash so I think taking an art class might be out of the question at the moment. I'm insecure about my Spanish so I'm intimidated to really put myself out there. Tonight I tried a karate/self-defense class but then I was really intimidated. Turns out I'm just not the aggressive type. Sure, if I'm drinking whiskey and joshing around with my friends, it's different. But in general, no. My next attempt will be to attend a yoga class. There's a place near where I live, so hopefully there will be some available classes when I'm not working. I need to do something physical, and rather than just sit around and let myself turn into trouble, I'm going to do something about it.
Other than that, life is good....just trying to fight the need to feel discontent with contentment. It's a stupid paradox but I'm eager to fix it this time instead of succumb to it.
I like to record music in my bedroom, but I haven't been able to record anything sustainable because of my current living situation. I have four thin walls and three other roommates so nothing's come out with ease. I've been strapped for cash so I think taking an art class might be out of the question at the moment. I'm insecure about my Spanish so I'm intimidated to really put myself out there. Tonight I tried a karate/self-defense class but then I was really intimidated. Turns out I'm just not the aggressive type. Sure, if I'm drinking whiskey and joshing around with my friends, it's different. But in general, no. My next attempt will be to attend a yoga class. There's a place near where I live, so hopefully there will be some available classes when I'm not working. I need to do something physical, and rather than just sit around and let myself turn into trouble, I'm going to do something about it.
Other than that, life is good....just trying to fight the need to feel discontent with contentment. It's a stupid paradox but I'm eager to fix it this time instead of succumb to it.
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